One of my least favorite courses during Library school was Information Organizations and Management — specifically, when it focused on Human Resource Management. For me, I enjoy collaborating with my colleagues — working together to achieve mutual goals and objectives — and infusing part of each day with some humor and quite abit of fun. I am very passionate about my job. I understand the important role that not only I, but everyone plays in the daily operation of our library. And, many of us acknowledge and appreciate each other’s contribution to keeping the doors open and our patrons willingly entering each and every day. It is every employee’s dream to work in a place that provides more than the occasional positive feedback and professional affirmation that all of the hard work it took to arrive in this job was worth the sacrifice. Therefore, it seems that an occasional reality check be part of the big picture in order to keep things in perspective. It’s appropriate that some discomfort exist to keep our feet on the ground and our learned professional skills challenged.
In my library, through a series of what can only be defined as unfortunate events, staff shortages have become routine, and the remaining staff is increasingly over-worked and stretched-way-too thin. I understand that this is not an uncommon situation; however, addressing it from a supervisor’s perspective is fairly new to me. I have to put into action, the lessons learned while in that less-than-appealing management course. I admit, it is much easier to lead staff members when the journey is not complicated by unpleasant tasks; however, as someone who is part of a management team, I have to “suck it up” and motivate others to join me as we work t.o.g.e.t.h.e.r. to reach a more pleasant destination.
Until now, I have consistently chosen to take on these unpleasant tasks rather than delegate them — or release them to those that offer to share some of the burden — however, learning to say “no thanks” while easier on my ego, is much, much harder on my emotional well-being (i.e., my frustration level rises, as does my rather nasty demeanor). This error in judgment resulted in my giving less than my normal 1000% on the job. Worse, I performed at less than my usual (self-imposed) standard which means, you got it, patrons did not receive the service that they deserved.
Fortunately, I am aware of the misstep. While there is little that I can do (short of turning back time) to undo the “bad” day, I can acknowledge the error in judgment and move forward with a different plan and perspective to avoid it in the future (this is my hope and goal). I will revisit (and work to apply) those principles and concepts learned in the management class that I thought I would not have the occasion to use. Reality check number two: it’s not enough to be a competent information provider, it’s also about being an effective leader.
I am relieved to know that some of the lessons learned during graduate school will not fall victim to what I refer to as the “Algebra condition,” which I define as “where in life will I ever apply these principles?” Sorry math wizards. I still haven’t found an area in my life (professional or personal) where Algebra will lead me to an answer.
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